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New beginnings

My sister has been ill for the past week. She looks so sad and it makes me depressed. I hate seeing her ill, her bubbly happy self is just dead. I really want to have a magic wand to make her better, where is Harry Potter when you need him! But the worst of it is, she has lost so much weight and i am jealous. I am so sick and very inconciderate. I can't believe that because she has lost weight i have now jumped out of my binge phase and am back on track to my GW! What a bitch i am.

Well i have set a goal for September. To be 105lbs. I am going to start ABC tomorrow for the 1 millionth time! I am going to be strong. I will not let the weak me in. The cutting has to stop as well. If i stick with my limits, there is no reason to cut.

Going for a run tomorrow morning, to start off the new diet and successful weight loss.

Bekah
xxx

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