Hey!
Thanks for your comments on my last post!
Anyways, this week has been good food wise and i have lost 4 pounds. Yes i am back to weighing myself everyday sorry! I have been around 500 calories all week, which i know is a lot of calories but it has saved me from binging. I am also a week free of purging YAY!
I have a party tomorrow night. I am so nervous! I am nervous because there will be alcohol and that has calories, ew. Also i get drunk way too quickly. So god knows what sort of state i'll be in. I am also trying to avoid this boy, we have been on and off for a couple of month. Blah like we just always end up together at things like this. So tomorrow i want to fast until i have to go to the party. But i guess that ain't happening because i am spending the day with my sister. UGH. So tomorrow i will probably break my purge freeness. I should really be more positive but i can't oh well.
Omg the weirdest thing just happened. I went to log on here and i went on to the page and i was logged on to my old account. My old blog was just the same as this one but it became really ED related, so i made a new one from scratch. It is weird because i have never logged on to that account in about 8 months, i have also never been on it on this computer before. This is also my own computer, so my family wouldn't of been on it. It is so weird! Like i have no idea what is going on!
Stay strong lovelies <3
Bekah
xxx
Thanks for your comments on my last post!
Anyways, this week has been good food wise and i have lost 4 pounds. Yes i am back to weighing myself everyday sorry! I have been around 500 calories all week, which i know is a lot of calories but it has saved me from binging. I am also a week free of purging YAY!
I have a party tomorrow night. I am so nervous! I am nervous because there will be alcohol and that has calories, ew. Also i get drunk way too quickly. So god knows what sort of state i'll be in. I am also trying to avoid this boy, we have been on and off for a couple of month. Blah like we just always end up together at things like this. So tomorrow i want to fast until i have to go to the party. But i guess that ain't happening because i am spending the day with my sister. UGH. So tomorrow i will probably break my purge freeness. I should really be more positive but i can't oh well.
Omg the weirdest thing just happened. I went to log on here and i went on to the page and i was logged on to my old account. My old blog was just the same as this one but it became really ED related, so i made a new one from scratch. It is weird because i have never logged on to that account in about 8 months, i have also never been on it on this computer before. This is also my own computer, so my family wouldn't of been on it. It is so weird! Like i have no idea what is going on!
Stay strong lovelies <3
Bekah
xxx
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