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I am sick of it. Sick of all this fat. Sick of all this food. I am sick of being sick. SO FUCK IT. Fuck fat, fuck food, fuck everything. I am ready to give up on my comforts. My exams until January are DONE. Yes i know i have to revise, but these christmas holidays are the perfect time to lose some pounds. I am going to start YOGA! Yes! I am so excited! I'm also thinking of running again! I will get mother fucking abs and when i do i'll post a lovely picture of them!

So plan is in the holidays:
30 mins yoga
20 mins cycling/running (need to build it up so i don't die haha)
50 squats (3 sets)
Up to 6 ablectics.
Food around 700 calories (high i know but it is to prevent binges and i will slowly get to under 500 again)

What do you think? I like my plan to be honest! Of course this won't apply of christmas day which is going to drive this whale fucking crazy!

AGJSNlandjxna! Guys i made 2000 followers on Instagram! I can't believe it! So go follow me if you like, @tearsofananorexic i post regular pictures of my ugly body and i rant a lot haha!

Stay strong my wonderful followers!
Bekah
Xxx

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